what is real, what is fake?
I cant tell the lies from the truth, and i dont know who to believe.
The way I see life is pointless.
All I try for, is pointless.
I am a rather useless person, I have no purpose in life.
I have no real reason to be here.
Any/Everything I do can be easily replaced.
I know what I miss in this world, and thats about it.
And by the time I realize anything or start to feel again it will be to late. either for me or for you.
I don’t know why I feel so down about everything but I do.
I mask it with this positive thinker who Everyone thinks is happy and chipper
Thats because you don’t deserve to feel like I do.
I want to help stop you from feeling like I do
I want you to know you are important and loved.
I want you to love who you are because I don’t know what that means and maybe one day I will understand watching you who every you may be
I just want everyone to be happy and enjoy the little things in life as well as big, I don’t know how to enjoy things.
I just move through the moment, step by step not really feeling it.
I may be selfish or what ever in saying I don’t care to live and if I were to die tonight I’d be okay with that.