Or the lack there of. I have no motivation to do anything. I was going to see the boy, but he’s crabby, and pissed me off. So decided not to and do work at home. Nope I’m just to.plain drained to do anything its before 7 pm and I’m in bed w the lights off how pathetic am i? Now I’m just in a crappier mood then before and feel lonely. This is crap. GAH HUH and there’s nothing I can do to help him out. More frustrating. I just want to not worry and be able to live by my own time schedule.