So lately life has been mediocre, there has been some relationship issues. Trust was broken, and the way around it became us becoming an open relationship. All so I can differentiate my own self worth, which is not a whole lot to begin with. I don’t know what it is I care to do. It not like I wanted this to happen, it became to ultimatum and in the end this is what we had unfortunately settled on. I have not mentioned this to anyone really except one person. I just don’t know how to talk about it, I don’t want to be the artist painting their subject in a negative light. That’s where I am stuck, that’s why I don’t really want to tell anyone. Which then makes this against this view.