How do I even start trying to explain how useless, worthless and un nessary of a pathetic being I am. I’m 27 and i feel my life is not going anywhere. Im just a fuck up… i cant do anything right. Expecially at work. Im 10 points away from loosing my bonus ( maybe less now I don’t know) and maybe a few more then that to being told I may not have a position. I really do try to be be helpful, and use full. But Ill never be indispensable.
And yes I am sitting in my car… working on my crying to I can go do my cleaning job I’m filling in for. How pathetic am I….